I have to say, it's been kind of an interesting ride since my last post. Christmas was great! I actually wasn't sick for once (although I did have a nasty headache, that doesn't count, right?). I've moved into a new ward, and it's been very interesting. It takes me awhile to warm up and make friends, so it's a matter of me continually trying to be there and be present.
This last week has been pretty rough. After a visit with my therapist, my massage therapist, and a pretty vulnerable post to the ward's Facebook group, I was feeling the effects of a 'vulnerability hangover'. Yesterday, a co-worker brought up the whole BSA policy thing regarding homosexuals I will not get into the politics of it here. After our conversation, I was so upset, I had to leave work. I was crying really hard (I'm glad I got home in one piece). I spent the rest of the day exhausted. Things are now resolved and much better at work now. Honestly, I think it was just another blessing. It helped me get in touch with some sadness I've been ignoring for the past year or two.
That being said, the song I want to share today is all about enduring and holding on. I know the Savior frequently holds out his hand to me. Weathering the storm requires that I keep on holding on to it. Enjoy!
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